March 9, 2021 at 8:38 am4th cycle of trying and found I'm out again. Why did I fully expect it to happen right away? I was so naive to think that just becausey egg reserve is excellent, I have textbook cycles and sufficient luteal phases, that i would fall pregnant right away.
Every time I watch my temp drop and AF arrive, it's heartbreak right over again. I definitely never expected it to be such an emotional roller coaster.
It's especially difficult knowing I had a chemical pregnancy the 2nd cycle trying and I'm terrified to test until I miss my period but I also hate not knowing I could be having more chemicals :'(
Esther Miller